Read Aloud the Text Content

This audio was created by Woord's Text to Speech service by content creators from all around the world.

Text Content or SSML code:

However, if I am ever in life threatening situations, he does return and will stay with me until the danger passes. I can't begin to tell you how many times I have been in danger and the sight and feel of his spiritual frequency was the source of immediate comfort and knowing. He came in with me when I was born, instructed me until young adulthood, until I was ready to go on and complete my spiritual path. Your spiritual path is something, that, ultimately, you must do alone., You can have help, and guidance, from an angel, master, a guide, or even another human, who has come here to help, but it is you who, in the end, must evolve. In this particular case I was faced with two danger zones. My body was having a difficult time carrying full term. I was never suppose to have children - a bit of information my family didn't tell me till I was in the second trimester with my second child!! The second danger was the house I was living in. It was a gateway to the Holding Area for the Astral Plane. One of many vortexes or gateways available. This was my cousins' house. I have written other articles explaining his experiences with the entities who would pass through --humorous and scary. I'm sure it was of no coincidence that my cousin came to buy the house or that the fact my husband and I were living on the ground floor. One of the inhabitants passing through had tried to kill me ( buy strangulation) one night in the week proceeding my even knowing I was pregnant. Apparently he knew. Still I was holding my own - but the constant incarceration in the latter months of the pregnancy left me unable to totally use all my abilities - it had weaken my physical body as it took great strength to balance the forces of the house. The energy surges were potential dangerous more so to my baby rather than I. It was all the houses energies that was giving the problem. The angel came sat in the room next to my bed and never left not even when I was taken to the hospital. In fact the angel was at the hospital with me. It was a touch and go labor - 2 days!! OY!! The life of my baby and my life were in great peril. I knew it though no one had said a word yet. At one point during the labor I saw the angel's look - his energy told me the entire story - I knew we both were going to die unless I had some help. I told the doctor if you do not help me, now, my baby and I will not make this. He just looked at me!! No, one had told me yet the trouble we were in. The doctors had just had the meeting themselves - he was coming to talk to me. I was immediately rushed into the O/R. Then finally I gave birth!! We were going to be okay! It was the 48 hours after giving birth that I was presented with, 'The Caves of Fire'. I had been brought back from being in recovery and intensive care for 24 hours. I had awakened and ate my first meal. I was feeling okay considering what I had been through. I decided to meditate. I meditate differently than some schools teach in westerns cultures. I don't use meditation to ask for anything - I use it as it was meant to be used - or being still. For listening, for, Being. It was immediately that I found myself in the caves. How does one get to the caves? You go straight to Delta Wave Level and hang a right! Only kidding - a little 'Caves of Fire' humor!! (smile) Now, understand I had no idea where I was or what was about to happen. It wasn't till some 3 years later that I was reading ancient scriptures in the library that I started reading about, 'The Caves of Fire'. It is a transformation, for those who make the leap, to the next level toward fuller awareness. It purifies from the core base of emotions so for those, who process successfully, are able to go beyond base emotional issues to higher planes of processing. To say the least it is a place where we are confronted with core issues - and the participants in the cave can be any of the people in our lives. This is the place of pure raw emotional energy. It is the animal base. It is very dense, and uncomfortable in the caves. The "floor" on which you walk is in resonance to your spiritual ability and capacity. As soon as you become frightened or fear base at anything you see, hear, smell, touch - all 5 senses are tested for imbalance, the floor will drop out underneath you. Leaving you to fall into the fire! Was I frightened? Are you serious??!! My heart was in my mouth! When I realized I wasn't in my hospital bed anymore - uh,oh, we aren't in Kansas anymore Todo!! - I was very disoriented. I was frightened, but I knew that in the moments of worse fear that is the time one should still themselves, because it is the fear that causes us imbalances and prevents us from using our full spiritual awareness. I centered myself immediately. I walked and moved through each situation. As I responded in an open and accepting way, each horrible image or person dissolved. The floor stayed intact as I waked forward. I could see "pookas" or holes all over an around me, but I was okay everything stayed underneath me. You are offered many things in the caves, like power, money, fame, sexual situations - all of it is an opportunity to see if you truly need any of these things. What is being looked at there is not the THINGS but the reasons for why you want them or still need them. All it really means that if you need anything and accept any of these things - then more work is still necessary before you can move on. You see, the soul truly doesn't emotionally NEED anything. The soul is complete. Needing is an emotional base activity. It means there are attachments or crutches in use. These attachments apply to the positive aspects of emotions as well - not just greed, hate, or anger, jealousy, etc. One can be attached to loving, or giving , or to a person even. There are so many subtle nuances of emotional attachments. The soul, loves, shares, gives UNCONDITIONALLY without any pay back - including feeling good off of doing something good. Feeling good can become a crutch. It means we are not doing it for the reason of doing it with out getting something in return - that is an attachment. If this is the case then we truly are not giving - we are taking! If you accept anything because of attachment - the 'Trail By Fire' stops immediately! It's over. You will then have to wait again for another time to be "tested". It may takes years before the opportunity arrives again - for some - if they don't keep working on their spiritual path in earnest---will not be offered another chance during that current lifetime---but a chance will come again at some time in the many incarnations ahead. Please, remember you are never judged, or reprimanded, or looked badly upon. A true spiritually balanced path has none of these. It is merely an opportunity to move a ahead through transmuting of spiritual energy. Believe me, you can't con it, you can't cheat it you can't pretend or lip service it. It knows Spiritually Energy is Aware. It has Consciousness. It is Unconditional Love to it's full degree. Human awareness and reasoning is very limited in it's capacity to discern. There is a much larger picture than we can perceive at our limited level of earthly awareness. I passed through, 'The Caves of Fire' and was returned to my bed at the hospital. I was never so happy to see a hospital room!! (smile) It took a while for me to begin the feel the affects of the transformation as I fell right to sleep shortly after returning. The nurse came in several hours later and asked me if I wanted any pain medicine. I realized - I had no pain! Absolutely none. It was the side effect of 'The Caves of Fire' transformation. I had achieved the ability to transmute small amounts of pain. After 3 days of refusing meds, the nurse got concerned, she thought I had nerve damage. She told doctor tested me. I was in perfect health! He asked me why I was refusing meds as I should be in a lot of pain. I told him simply, "Doc, I don't take medicine if I don't need. I'm not in any pain." He just looked totally confused. Well, it wasn't the first time I baffled the medical profession and believe me, it wasn't going to be the last either. It was a beautiful time - such peace. I lay there feeding my new baby and felt completely whole. All was in synch . I moved on in spiritual growth and awareness in leaps and bounds. Each day brought something new and wondrous to work with - I look at adversity as not a thing to hate or dislike - I look at it as an opportunity for me to move closer to Full Actualization. To complete having to create the need that creates so much karma in any situation. I learn to "let go" of any ties to any situation - that single act allows me to have clarity in anything I am doing.