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I will start off by saying this is not going to be formal. That being said, will this piece be bad? Most likely, but I assure you it’s not intentional. I will, however, try not to ramble, and I will get straight to the point. Writing informally will allow me to say what I want to, how I want to. I want it to sound natural, like I’m talking to you and not some robot. Har har har ok maybe I don’t. Also hi Ridhi, Sammita, Tara and any other person judging this masterpiece. I shall address what I have done wrong, how it was inappropriate, what I can do to improve and how I will for the future. First things first, I did not communicate with you for 48+ hours. What could I have been doing at that time? Anything but texting you, it seems. Not only this, but I failed to call you later the day you had called me. When I did call you, it was late on Sunday. Essentially, I had ghosted you. I should not do that to anyone. But certainly not you. You trusted me, which I know is hard for you to do. You have told me about your rough past. People walk out on you, abandon you, and emotionally manipulate you. I did not have to add to that by making you think I would abandon you as well. I straight up told you that I forgot you existed. Not exactly worded like that, but I see why you would think that. My reasoning for not communicating with you was that I saw that you called me afterwards, but I forgot to call you back. While this is true, it is not the only reason why I didn't call you back. I was in fact caught up with my work at school, even if that is not a good enough reason to stop talking to someone. You have given me many chances. More chances than most would in your position. I am aware of this, and I am grateful. You deserve attention. You deserve to feel wanted. You deserve to feel loved. I did not make you feel these by ghosting you those couple of days, but I am determined to do better this time. I know I have said this before. Nevertheless, this time is different. I will start conversations more often. If I notice that I have not been, I will make sure to reach out even if it’s to say nonsense, or even just to say a simple good morning. I will call more often, and if I can’t, I will make you aware of this. Me and my bad memory will not fail you. I will set alarms and tie ribbons to my finger to remember if I have to. I hurt your feelings. This was not my intention, but that does not matter as I have hurt you regardless. I know I should not make too many bold claims like hurting you, because as you have mentioned before, who am I to be able to hurt you? I could have done better. I should have done better. Am I in the position to ask for another chance? No, probably not. I am doing this so you know that I realize what I did was wrong. You don't have to forgive me, and you can stop calling me your friend. I will understand and will not blame you, as I deserve that. But thank you for your time and your second chance. I just hope you know that I’m sorry for hurting you and making you feel unwanted by not communicating with you for those couple of days. Here is the drawing I made for you out of the repeated phrase I’m sorry. Sike I can’t draw.