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Cyclops was a very rare type of skinhead that is for sure always pushing the boundaries in all aspects and always trying to generate more understanding and attention in order to get less adversaries who he felt were ignorantly against skinheads of all kinds outta sheer preconceptions the crucified skinhead that’s the skinhead with out a face hanging on a cross like Jesus who’s been persecuted by society and skinheads alike meaning that people already have a preconceived notion of what they feel a skinhead is so they judge every skinhead by that notion when skinheads even amongst there own ranks are completely different let’s use cyclops himself as an example most people who’ve been fallowing this story probly assume that cyclops is a racist and that he does not like other ethnic groups but in actuality cyclops never hated anyone especially cause they were a certain color to him that kind of thinking was a phobia not a belief or a jealousy or envy or and last but not least an outright fear like some dogs have they are literally scared of black people like someone who’s scared of the dark. In cyclops situation he spent half of his youth wishing he could fit in with the people that his mom was attracted too she was always taking him to the park and she would sit there and play dominoes with the older black men and she would take him to her friends for barbecues and she loved to get on the dance floor and shake her stuff but cyclops wasn’t black however his siblings were and he always felt that because his siblings that were half black were more favored by his mom that he didn’t get as much attention from her she never really understood him and she would go visit her black boyfriends in jail and come home with new pictures of them on the yard posing all yoked up and pin them on her wall and brag to her friends about how much coke they got busted with or how many cops it took to arrest them so cyclops spent a lot of time thinking ok how am I going to match these guys energy he had a check list be a bad ass sell drugs go to prison but one he could never check off was be black cyclops father was no where around he resented cyclops mom and took it out on cyclops so he never had that type of connection with him his father was a drug addict as well who did insulation for a living and loved a good blow job after work so he knew every hooker by name on Santa Rosa ave and never failed to pull over and talk to them yousing cyclops as an excuse to talk to them he’d holler her cinnamon hey come here I want you to meet my son and he’d say guess what his name is and they’d be like what and he’d say david same as mine and they’d would always roll there eyes and say nice to meet you but as cyclops got older his dad stopped doing that because the hookers would look at cyclops differently and say nice to meet you with a little more eye contact so his father didn’t like that and always acted like cyclops coming to visit was a burden cyclops loved both his parents but neither one could ever relate to him and they were always worried he was going to embarrass them his mother because cyclops wasn’t good enough and his father cause he was too hood but about 8th grade cyclops decided I’ll never be black so he started working on becoming an equal force so by the time he’d completed the man he wanted to be he could say now look I’m whiter then you dad and why don’t you ask him pointing to the man on the wall if I’m a man so cyclops was the first kid in the neighborhood to have a racially motivated tattoo and he was constantly in and out of the local juvinile hall off of begun downtown Modesto and eventually on to the penitentiary and it wasn’t until about the time he found him self in court shackled up in the jury box and right behind him shackled as well one of the men his mom used to tell cyclops Em em so find now that’s a man son siting right behind cyclops old and tired that cyclops realized he had waisted 20 year of his life trying to become a waste of space there was absolutely nothing that was or could ever be fulfilling about being a convict and he decided right then he was gonna try and change that way of thinking and behaving and focus on reform that was almost right about the same time he started recruiting and he through his entire focus at that idea and recalibrated everything he was into being the best skinhead he could be and that was and who he became a skinhead through and through he only watched skinhead movies he only read literature about skinhead and he only hung out with skinheads but he had his own unique way of doing things and he never could stop liking rap music it was just to embedded in his being from his earliest memories of his mom coming to visit him at grandmas and listening to to live crew and nwa he couldn’t shake the vibrations and continued rapping but his message changed from jacking and robbing to political ideology and Jews