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I go to a mental hospital called Rogers Behavioral Health at Walnut Creek, CA for their PHP program. I'm a 21 year old Indian Male. There is this older woman who looks 60+ for sure who is continuously following me around and it's been getting worse. So, at the Partial Hospitalization Program (PHP), we all get our own private room. I have to walk past the older women's room every hour at least once to grab water or coffee (my therapist told I needed water once every hour). Whenever I go past her room, she watches from her door window then comes out to follow me, and even say hi. In the beginning I thought she was just being nice, but day by day her frequency increases and is following me every time. She even started following me whenever I go to the bathroom too. She waits when I'm in hallway to get an opportunity to say "Hi" or be close to me. But wait, it gets even worse. Before that let me tell you, it took over 5 weeks to notice this to come to this conclusion that she is possibly a creep. She started engaging more in group specifically to target my attention. I thought her therapist (we have the same one), might have told her to engage more possibly was my initial thought. But she also wanted to see my reaction and kept starting at me. And was waiting for me to look at her and watch me smile. She slowly started asking questions to me specifically in the group. Now you're thinking she's probably just being nice right? Maybe that's right. But wait, it gets even worse. She starts sitting next to me in recent CBT groups, with her full body diagonally trying to get my attention and be close to me. She even asked me in the middle of the group "What's your name again?". I say my name then continue to the group. She then asks in the next day in the same group, sitting next to me again "What's your name again?". I was confused because she always walked beside my hallway door peeking inside my window secretly. I even showed her my name when she did one of her walks beside my room. I just said my name again regardless. Maybe she's forgetting probably too old just being nice? But wait, it gets even worse. When I answer but don't continue the conversation she gets up embarrassed and leaves to the bathroom. That bathroom time was pretty long, she walks staring at me sad. Maybe I was too rude? But wait, it gets even worse. Remember, whenever I catch her looking at me she looks away, or if she knows its too late she smiles back in a weird way that would haunt a 7 year old kid more than the monsters they believe under their bed. At the end of the group of the day, the group host asks if anyone needed the hand copy of the day's handout. I say "Sure! I need one". The older women (the possible creep) immediately looks at me to see my response. She was about to ask, it was a clear expression. But then when I leave she decides to tell me "Hey, could you tell <group host>'s name to give me a physical copy too". I say "ok" cause I felt something wrong. I get in the middle of some work and genuinely forgot. The next day I have this interview, and it happens again. But wait, it gets even worse. The frequency and intensity increases. The entire freaking day she keeps following me, everything I do, everything I say, even looks back at me when we walk past? Her just being nice? Well, listen this. She keeps asking if I'm all good? A little too much. I stop avoiding going by her room. She then starts going through my alternate paths to find me. It was becoming obvious. I start purposely following her from behind, and repeated that the days before too. It leads to her going from her room back to her room or nowhere. Maybe just a friendly walk? Well, when I stopped walking beside her room, she starts walking a little too much beside my room especially on Friday peeking on my window. She follows my alternate paths. She gets nervous when I walk past her. She probably does this to everybody right? But wait, it gets even worse. I notice she doesn't follow or do the same other peers. During my interview day, my floating behavioral Specialist gets me ready to exit the room to take me to another larger room for me to do my interview scheduled. I had an interview but had to attend Roger's at the same time, so I decided to take it at the facility. I didn't want to miss a day. When I was packing with my floating BS, the creepy woman asks her "Is he all ok?" My floating BS responded that I was moving to another room. And while I was going to the other room, the creepy woman slightly follows me watches my every move. She even goes across the other hallway to the same hallway my other room is in for the interview. Yes, she followed me from the other all the day, stares at me and stands there looking at me. Not in a happy, but creepy way. For the past 5 weeks, she's been trying to follow me increasing her obsession with this. Just me, and nobody else. Especially the day my original BS was not present. That day was EXCESSIVE. Did she even work that day? Like, all she did was walk the amount, enough to reach San Francisco from Walnut Creek. During check-in and check-out groups it doesn't happen. It's when nobody is there, and starting in the groups. Dear Rogers, please observe this and KEEP her out of the kids section especially until there is a decision from you people about this. This may sound light, but during the real scenario this is very scary especially by someone who is 40 years older than me, and happens when I'm alone. Again, there is no proof to this, and it's possible that it's just a misunderstanding or mind reading from me, but its excessive beyond needed. She would NOT leave me on August 4th. That was really BAD. Like really really BAD. She not only might have a feeling for me, but also follows me creepily, sits next to me, and just won't leave me and stare at me with every move. Noting everything. I need to ask my BS/Therapist to observe her. I know I might not see her again, but at the same time another person could potentially become a 'victim'.