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I need to break up with my bf, but i can’t. I (19F) have a boyfriend (20M) and we have been together for 3 years. He is my favorite person and my best friend, and i love him very dearly. But he hurts me, a lot. He mentally drains me in every argument. He can be manipulative and I catch him in a lie every now and then. He doesn’t cheat or anything like that, but he does whatever he wants. Because of things that happened in my past, i’m insecure, highly sensitive and have major trust issues. when we are in an argument and I tell him he hurts me he doesn’t give a damn. he’ll just go on and continue. sometimes he’ll say mean things to purposely hurt me, like the fact that i have little to no friends and that i don’t really leave my house. He’s a very extrovert person and loves to party while i don’t, and sometimes I get mad because he’d rather party then spend time with me (we live pretty far from each other so we’re only together once a week). I don’t mind if he goes clubbing and I am not the type of girl to forbid him anything, and he knows that. He knows that i can’t say no to him and he will take advantage of that. and whenever I confront him about that he’ll get mad at me. And he won’t care if it hurts me or not, if i keep crying all night, if my heart literally starts to ache. He’ll only care about the things he wants. And now I can’t do it anymore, I feel like he doesn’t care about me sometimes. He hurts me so much whenever we argue that it literally makes me sick sometimes. But I cant live without him, he’s all I have. I don’t know what to do, because whenever we’re together he is really good to me, and do so loving. My heart hurts so bad and i’m so emotionally drained.