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First things first, heartiest congratulations on GT, your hard work finally bore fruit. I'm so happy for you. I mean, you are destined for greatness as your beautiful name suggests that your parents have rightly given you. Ever since I've met you, my life hasn't been the same. You felt like a breath of fresh air for me. I started seeing the world from a whole new perspective. Every time I touched you it felt like family, felt like home as if I was touching myself. Hehe. Your title was popping up everywhere. You’re still the first contact in all the WhatsApp groups as well in my directory. Out of the numerous coincidences that took place, the last one was weird, as we are the only 2 people in the batch who missed out the last page of the TQM paper. Twins for a reason, right? ;But I wasn’t following all these things anyways from the beginning just so you know, I just followed my heart. And my heart followed you. You were the last girl to come into my life at I.M.I, but the first to steal my heart. Save the best for last? ; Yes, you were the best thing that's happened to me at I.M.I.; They say love is blind; but I wasn’t blind; I was blindfolded by you. According to me, the full form of love is- Leveraging one's value with empathy. It's deep, I know. One class would all it would have taken to fall in love with me and all the possibilities. I believe that the best of relationships always begins from the best of friendships. I don’t follow the conventional route or the tinder algorithm one that often encourages transactional relationships involving physical aspects only. I knew from that start that you weren’t one of them girls, way before you scarily said that you couldn’t take your top off or send dirty texts. Never judge a book by its cover; I have eaten the starters but not gotten onto the main course if you understand what I mean by that. Dark past; remember? ; If all my exs were 7 different flavours of ice cream, you were my favourite one - “Strawberry “. I’m pretty sure I was the only person in this college to whom you’ve opened up to the most. You used to be so protective of me and I used to be so passionate for you. Sometimes things are best left unsaid and actions always speak louder than words, but you didn’t notice it, sadly. We were in a non-plutonic relationship, not a plutonic one. It was about to go romantic after February after we agreed on a long-term commitment by staying loyal to each other, but was put on hold as it would have taken our focus off of work by taking it slow on the side, in turn felt like a situationship even though I was in adidas mode since then. You were the only girl I had a dream about in this college. But in my eyes, you were not a girl, you were the complete woman; yes, that's how much my feelings ran for you. I would have laughed all day with you when you were up; if you cried, I would have danced with your tears; I would have partied with you until the sky burnt out; if I had been your bed, you would have been my bedsheet; if you had been like a curse, I’d never would have liked to break it. I'm not the type of guy who gives any false promises but at least I could have promised you this - I wouldn’t have never treated you with pastries and let you spend money on your own fucking birthday or cut your call after picking it up if you were asked to call me. You are that type of girl who deserves to be loved every single day, I would have done that, just adding a “I love you” to all the good morning, goodnight texts we used to have. Your eyes look better without any eyeliner. You have that special something. You look prettier in flare tops than bodycons or crop tops or even high-slit dresses. If your hair was thicker & longer, I would have gone head over heels for you; Speaking of heels, you started wearing them again. Mission 2026 was just a romantic gesture, why wait 5 years? ; You wanted to get married at 26, right? Kalighat was so close from college. Hehe. We could have gone from business partners to life partners; skipping the partnership part; worked for me. You just cannot base your decision about not having a future with me solely based of off that blow-out day incident. I went from most special person at I.M.I to the worst person; from lust story to hate story ; just like that? ; You lashed out at me in a way that will surely leave Ritu ma’am in the dust; wanted to bury me six feet under; denied all your feelings; lied about all the work stuff and dragged someone from my past life who had nothing to do with us. Although got to admit again, you look so cute when you get angry. Hehe. Things might have gotten out of hand inadvertently; but people here & even Sanjiv Goenka knew something was up when physical classes commenced in February; But did they know what went behind the scenes? ; Hehe. Think practically; these people would have not been there with us after I.M.I, but I would have; we would have been part of each other’s lives, part of each other’s’ families, unty would have been my mom too you know. Speaking of unty, that lunch invite remained pending and that egg curry by you out of the 2 times you invited me over to your place. If our relationship was like a movie, I wasn’t the bad guy in the picture and now it's the intermission. The real exciting stuff is always in the 2nd half, right? ; Speaking of movies, I too cried after watching 83. You don't have to give me 13 reasons but give me only one solid reason why you did this, because I'll give you 99 reasons why I wanted a future with you in the first place. Even if we had 5 problems, we could have found 1 unique solution to that. I wanted to make it perfect this time around with you, as you’re the one that made me happy. You checked all the boxes for me, remember? I was taking you, us seriously, that’s why I was still there with you, I could have left way early, but did you? ; I do take time to open up and would have liked to say something to you if we went out, but you were being so on and off with me since April. It’s like we were half way across the ocean but suddenly you wanted to go back to the shore, we’ll both drown, right? ; You did talk the talk, but did you walk the walk? The problem was the right things happened during the wrong time. Yes, time was our biggest enemy. Look, let’s be matured right now and if we are to work under the same roof again, as we have literally taken everything together, we need to come to a logical agreement. Last semester, we worked our asses off and came out on top, didn’t we? ; So, this time around you said that we will pick up the hard parts together, and look what's that turned out to be. That's why I actually refused to work in the first place on top of my father's condition, that only you in the entire group where aware of from a long time back. You did hurt my feelings and if you got hurt too in the process, I want to profusely apologize because you were the last person in the universe I would want to hurt. I fucking loved you. I wanted to reconcile with you face to face but it’s the mixed emotions and conflicting feelings that is holding me back. Listen, I don’t want any bad blood between us. I would like to work things out with you and whatever be the outcome I'll let you be the judge of this case. We will go out and have tea or coffee & nothing less than that. Whatever happens in life, happens for the good only. We were true friends. We were special for one another. We had mutual attraction & feelings for each other. We had all the four ingredients for a healthy & long-lasting relationship. Remember that. For now, just trust the process, trust in yourself, don’t get influenced by others, and like I always used to tell you - think from you heart ; the heart never lies. If, you are interested, reply me back with that signature emoji that we used to send each other in plenty. If I were an immortal, I would have rather lived one lifetime with you, than a thousand lifetimes without you.