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It was raining heavily around 2 am the pitter-patter sound of droplets woke me up. I got up from my bed and went to the window to look outside to the wet world. The view outside the window was lovely. Because the clouds were raining the contentment of their hearts. I was recollecting his memories in this pleasant weather.He came and went in my life like a flying cloud. Over a long period of time, my feelings towards him grew stronger. Maybe I don't have him now but his feelings are still with me. He may never be mine but still there is always a glimmer of hope in my mind. Maybe he loves someone else but no one can love him like me. I am Bella and I live in Forks City with my parents. I am a simple girl with many hopes to fulfill in life. Every human being has a sweet and bitter chapter in their life. And that chapter is called the most beautiful or the most worst chapter in a person's life.The chapter is love. This love can be both two sided or one sided. In a both sided love the feeling is strong from both prespective but a one sided love feels like divine but painful. Still it's love towards that person. An unconditional feeling of care, trust, respect and possesiveness. It makes you complete but incomplete. I was in class 6 when I first saw him. He was about a year older than me. It wasn't that I fell in love with him at first sight.I fell in love with him after getting to know him as a person.His name was Edward. He was studying in seventh standard then. His first conversation with me was in our school bus. This introduction wasn't exactly what turned into our friendship but was a first step for us to talk. He started the conversation first he asked me where my house was? and luckily my house was near his locality. From then on we used to talk about something everyday or even if there was nothing to talk about he would say good morning to me everyday. He used to tell me all about his day at school same was from my side to. Slowly we were taking steps to become friends. It was our mid-term examination he wasn't well prepared for the exams he was a little bit tensed he used to come to me for having a peace of mind. I was there to comfort him in all certain ways. At first I thought he just treated me like a bus companion but it wasn't just like companions it was a friendship bond between us. His stress was a little bit cured by me. His exam went good because of that he thanked me with the saying that I was a life saver in the times of need the time when he needed a friend to help him. Eventually days went by we came to know each other more closely. Basicly we became best friends. As a person he was sweet, polite, helping, respectful to every one and that was thing which fascinated me the most. He gave special attention to me since then. After our final exams were over we were promoted to the next classes. He was in 8th standard and I was in 7th standard. I still remember a remarkable incident after getting promoted to 7th standard. It was my birthday and I gave each of my classmates and bus mates a chocolate and to my suprise Edward found out it was my birthday and he suprised me with a gift. I was very happy because none of my classmates or bus buddies remembered my birthday but Edward remembered it and gave me a gift. That day I felt that I had occupied a place in Edward's life. But whenever I recall back to that day now, I realize it was my fault for taking all those trivial things so seriously. After the final exams are over most of the students spend their holidays traveling but that year I didn't go anywhere and Edward also didn't go anywhere for spending his vacation. It was just a coincidence or done with intention I didn't knew past then. But now I think that conduct was done with some fishy intention. Sunddenly one day, Edward came to my house and asked me if I would like to go to a park with him. At first I was a bit hesitant, but I could not resist his offer. He took me to a comandable park. The atmosphere there was very pleasant. It satisfied me. In that park we hit different swings, ate food and talked alot about each other. On that day we shared so much of our life secrets, like, dislikes, ideal type etc. He opened up to me every thing about himself. He gave me every single information about his life which he had never shared before with someone. I was the first person with whom he talked this much. At that time it seemed that Edward thought of me as his very favorite person. Not only was there no one else in my life but Edward, there was one more person who still have a special place in heart and life. I also considered him as my dearest and trustworthy friend in my life I ever had. His name was Jacob. He was very different from Edward. He was very consedirate about me and took care of me like his own loved person but he never expressed clearly. He was like a bright chapter in my life. A beautiful page that I would like to look back forever once in my life. Maybe at that time I didn't realised what Jacob felt for me back then. He was crazily in love with me but I was unaware from it. Because he never ever expressed it clearly or some how I haven't noticed anything. But in future when I came to know about his feelings I felt sad and guilty because he had loved me the same way I had loved Edward. I was feeling guilty because of me he didn't got his first love. His first love was incomplete. But still I noticed one thing back then that he tried evey possible way to get me but silly me,I was not able to understand that who loved me and who just played with my feelings. Jacob was a guide to me before Edward he was my one and only friend. It doesn't mean that after the entry of Edward in my life I just threw him like a trash, he was still there, like before, he was still my guide, he was still my dearest friend. At first Jacob was also getting inlvolved with Edward but suddenly he just backed off,Why? the reason is clear to me now. He tried to give me every sort of hint of something mischief happening against me. But it was not clear back then. Jacob had already smelt something fishy but wasn't able to express it to me because back then I blindly trusted Edward as a friend. Jacob and I had some beautiful memories to share. We were together since 4th standard to graduation. We were like best buddies made in heaven.