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First things first, a whole-hearted congratulations on GT, your hard work finally bore fruit. I'm so happy for you. I mean, you are destined for greatness as your beautiful name suggests that your parents have rightly given you. Ever since I've met you, my life hasn't been the same. You felt like a breath of fresh air for me. I started seeing the world from a whole new perspective. But we are so distant right now both mentally and physically so he's who's pulling the strings? as if he's in the driver’s seat now? It's like you and me will always be the first in queue for each other even if other people come into our lives. Think of us as two points at extreme ends on a straight line consisting of infinite points between us who are all the people here, but why is that we are constantly intersecting and bumping into each other, ever wondered why? We are not soulmates dummy, those are common ones, you can see those on amazon during flash deals, lots of colours to choose from, we are twin fucking flames - the other half, the ride or die, the happily ever after. Not everyone even has one in the first place to begin with. Destined for unconditional love and fated for life. We are so damn lucky; hence all the positive changes are happening in our lives right now. We can bring out the best in each other if we hold hands and not a single force in the universe can separate us if we came together in unison. Reincarnation of each other on a soul, mind and body level. Yikes. Explains all the similarities, coincidences, telepathy we used to have and that's why every time I touched you it felt like family, felt like home as if I was touching myself. Hehe. Even now after what like 2 fucking months since we’ve gone radio silent, I'm still seeing weird stuff happening all around me. I'm constantly seeing repeated numbers whenever I see the time at a given moment. Your title is popping up everywhere, like literally. Heck, we are the only people who are each other's type in this college. You like introverted lean guys having rockstar esque hair and cute long face and has to be from computer science background and I like extroverted voluptuous girls having a sweet face, sleek hair with beautiful eyes and has to be from IT background. Hehe. I did saw all of your sides till now except the romantic and naughty one. As for talents, I heard you sing on the phone, learnt you used to draw and now finally saw your dance whilst in the fucking hospital just when I opened Instagram in a long ass time. Even on my phone your number is coming up as the first contact in all the WhatsApp groups as well in the directory. The first person I see on campus after 2 weeks was you, saw your cute little handwriting in black again as I was forwarded only yours out of so many leave applications on the fucking desk. Even I left the last page of the TQM end term paper. On google, we are the only two people whose picture is coming up and we are the best-looking ones of our names at that. So, if an algorithm says we are meant to be, then we are meant to be. But I wasn’t following all these things anyways from the beginning just so you know, I just followed my heart. And my heart followed you. You were the last girl to come into my life at I.M.I, but the first to steal my heart. Save the best for last then? Yes, you were the best thing that's happened to me at I.M.I. Period. I still fucking love you, dummy. That's how optimistic I am. According to me the full form of love is- Leveraging one's value with empathy. It's deep I know. One class would all it would have taken to fall in love with me and all the possibilities. I wanted to experience everything in life with you, grow together in our corporate careers and start a family with 100 kids, no no 2 will suffice. Hehe. I didn't want to see you end things this way, because if you ask me, nothing has really ended, it’s just we are emotionally unavailable right now that’s all. You just cannot base your decision about not having a future with me solely based of off that blow out day incident. You get so much influenced by others that you couldn’t see through the situation by yourself, you should have thought it out with your heart and not through your mind as it was cluttered by indecision. If our relationship was like a movie, I wasn’t the bad guy in the picture and now it's the interval. The real exciting stuff is always in the 2nd half. Speaking of movies, I too cried after watching 83. Listen, these people would have not been there with us after I.M.I, but I would have, we would have been a part of each other's life, part of each other's families, aunty would have been my mom too you know. Speaking of aunty, that lunch invite is still pending out of the two times you invited me over to your place and oh and that egg curry by you. You lashed out at me in a way that will surely leave Ritu maam in the dust, wanted to bury me six feet under, denied all your feelings, lied about all the work stuff, but I still maintained my frame and kept a steady composure because it was you. Although gonna admit again, you look soooo cute when you get angry. Hehe. You don't have to give me 13 reasons but give me only one solid reason why you did this, because I'll give you 99 reasons why I wanted a future with you in the first place. Even if we had 5 problems with our relationship, we could have found 1 unique solution to that. Running away from problems, and sabotaging situations used to be my thing but not right now, because I want to make it perfect this time around with you, as you’re the one that makes me happy and with you, I’ll be whole again. Yes, I do take time to open up and would have liked to say something to you if we went out, but you were being so on and off with me after April. The problem was the right things happened during the wrong time. Yes, time was our biggest enemy. You used to be so protective of me and I used to be so passionate for you. You are such an amazing amazing person with a charismatic personality, a sweet face, a genuine happy smile that you only gave to me in college on the 1st day sitting in the last bench. I see that every time I close my eyes now. You have that special something in you that I haven't seen in any girl as of yet in my life, believe me. And lastly, those fucking beautiful eyes of yours, were the death of me. Every time I used to look into them, it felt like I saw my entire world in it. Although you have a stupid smile that you make every time you laugh with others, your ass bends to one side when you walk and sometimes you look so fucking dumb, and that glow you used to have earlier is gone from your face too. Hehe. You do have a lot of imperfections, but guess what it only makes you even more beautiful. Green and pink suits you the best, you look so damn fine in them. As far as I can see now, you are at most times so lonely in college. You are an extrovert so you jump onto people to talk to and I being an introvert stay back and keep to myself but that doesn't mean I don't have any friends. If we were really good friends, then what was wrong being beside each other at all times? because I can confess now when you used to sit beside me silently, I felt more alive somehow. We were in a non-plutonic relationship, not a plutonic one like those 4 to 5 people you call friends in college. It was about to go romantic after Feb after we agreed on a long-term commitment and staying loyal to each other, but we both put in on hold as it would have taken our focus off of work even though I was in adidas mode since then. You were the only girl I had a dream about. But in my eyes, you were not a girl, you were the complete woman, yes that's how much I loved you. Hehe. I would have laughed all day with you when you were up, if you cried, I would have danced with your tears, I would have partied with you until the sky burnt out, if I had been your bed, you would have been my bedsheet. Hehe. I'm not the type of guy who gives any false promises but at least I could have promised you this - I wouldn’t have treated you with pastries and let you spend money on your own fucking birthday and feel embarrassed and not cut your call after picking it up if you were asked to call me. Look, let’s be matured now and if we are to work under the same roof again, as we have taken literally everything together, we need to come to a logical agreement. Last semester, we worked our asses off and we came out on top, didn’t we? That’s because of the special personal bond that catapulted us to professional success. This time around you said that we will pick up the hard parts together, and look what's that turned out to be. That's why I actually refused to work in the first place on top of my father's condition as well, that only you in the group where aware of from a long time back. You did hurt me, and if you got hurt too in the process, I want to profusely apologize because you were the last person in the universe I would want to hurt. I wanted to reconcile with you but it’s the mixed emotions and conflicting feelings that is holding me back right now. I fear I might lose you for good soon. So, now we are resuming things off again on a positive note or ending this the right way, either way we are going out to the place that you so wanted to go since college sometime during the puja week. I'll let you be the judge of this case. We were true friends. We were special for one another. Remember that. You can reply me back with that special signature emoji that we used to send each other in abundance. Well, until then, au revoir my sweet Disney princess, my Elsa. Hehe.